I really love this game but i really suck at it.

It kinda wears me down. I've been playing this for years like so many other people and i SUCK at this game. I know the basic stuff like fast castle and most of what units counter other units.

Still i usually come last. My lure is bad, i often get housed, sometimes i idle my tc unknowingly.

Still am impressed how most other players actually carry themselves better than me. I mean, the steaks are high in this game. I play RM/DM medieval siege.

Being good at this game is important to me.