It was a bad decision?

BF 4v4 NPL. I was Aztec flank, while my opponent was Turks flank.

I thought I had no chance late game to survive against the turks (may you confirm this is true?) so I tried to rush him.
I think I did good, I killed plenty of his vills and delayed him.
The problem is, after minute 30 I started to suffer anyway. My pocket, which boomed (Franks) tried to help me but was destroyed.

I ended with the lowest score and get the blame from the other players for having thrown away this game with my bad decision. Is this true? What should I have done instead? Boom anyway?